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Portions of this article appeared in a two-part series in GREAT SCOTS
MAGAZINE, Aug. - Sept., Vol. 13, No. 4 , and in Oct.-Sept. Vol 3., No. 5: "A
Stone's Throw: Ripples Across Time with Scottish Terriers."
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Bonnie Sue: One Scottish Terrier's Experience with Adrenal
Exhaustion and SARDS
By Russie McDement-Fogarty
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All Because of Bonnie
Through that single phone call, we also learned about Charlie, Bonnie's
ten-year-old breeding mate, burdened with a large aggressive soft-tissue sarcoma
on his hind leg, a serious congenital heart condition. He was also living
outdoors. The breeder wasn't sure about what the tumor could be, but said that
perhaps Charlie was too old or unhealthy to be adoptable. He had been through
three different breeders and homes, but unlike Bonnie, he recognized a good
thing when he saw it and loved us from the moment he met us. He was a large,
handsome boy with an unforgettable face, who quickly chose my husband as his
favorite person in the world. He fairly glowed when he met Patrick for the first
time. Of course, when confronted with another Scottie in need, Patrick could not
and would not leave him behind, even with the looming heartache of another sick
Scottie and the attendant veterinary bills. Patrick is a kind person, and so it
was that Charlie came to live with us, too. I am happy to say that despite the
worries and warnings, Bonnie and Charlie were soon housebroken, sleeping right
beside us, and perhaps best of all, Charlie's cancer was successfully treated
through surgery and chemotherapy.
The ripples from that first stone-that initial phone call to Bonnie's
breeder--later appeared in the form of yet another Scottie boy who would come to
live with us three years later, the last puppy Bonnie and Charlie produced,
Bender. I had originally noticed him when we claimed Bonnie and Charlie years
before. The breeder had held him back as a pet for her son, but he, too, was
outdoors on a chain. As the son was growing up and had less time for Bender, she
had inquired whether we might want to adopt him, and it didn't take us long to
decide. He was a bit more of a challenge to socialize than either of his
parents, but possessed the same good looks as his father and adored Patrick with
equal devotion. He is just a big old bowl of sugar and is known as the "baby
boy" of our home.
Still more ripples in the pond were appearing because at the time we obtained
Bender, we learned through conversation with the breeder that two daughters
produced by Bonnie and Charlie were now in a sort of small-time puppy mill. Of
course, I was completely distressed at that thought, so we contacted the owner.
He'd already made the decision to stop breeding Scotties, so we were able to
work out a deal to buy all of the Scotties he had on the premises, not just the
daughters we had originally discussed. Two of these Scotties were placed with
veterinarians; one puppy, Miles, was adopted by my niece; the others were placed
in homes through Scottie Rescue--Wee Beasties in Virginia. I realize that some
folks would argue that putting money in the pocket of the folks who run these
kinds of breeding operations is not really making a lasting change for the
better, but I would argue that these Scotties didn't know that. Whether wrong or
right, I could not possibly walk away from the offspring of two of the sweetest
Scotties I'd ever known.
The rescue of those Scotties was best present my husband and I could have
given one another. Motivated by our love for Bonnie, Charlie and Bender, we were
able to do something tangible for their offspring and kin. Since that time,
we've been able to aid in the placement of two other Scotties that were related
to Bonnie and Charlie and have adopted Francine, a sister to Bender from the
last litter of Bonnie and Charlie.
Bonnie Makes a Home
In the first several months of her life with us, we saw Bonnie become more
accustomed to human contact and display a more casual response to new
experiences. She seemed to expect good things for herself and sometimes demanded
it-- a reaction that never failed to delight us. Because I was home all day with
her, she began to form a strong bond with me and desired to be with me at all
times. Until the hormones wore off, she and Charlie romped through the house
like rowdy school children and slept side by side. It seemed to me that
Charlie's presence offered comforting continuity. He had no problem making the
adjustment to our home, and it wasn't long before she learned to enjoy toys,
hugs and long walks where she could investigate the scenery at her leisure. I
felt as I watched her that she had come to realize that this life would not be
taken from her and that she was finally in her forever-ever home.
The Aftermath of Stress
The year 2006 was a difficult one for everyone in our home and we were forced
to endure many changes and much loss. We sadly said goodbye to many of our
dearest pet friends and wondered if our hearts would ever heal. We've never had
such a bad stretch of time. It left me so sick with grief, I felt like I would
turn inside out with raw emotion.
Kyle, my "heart dog," the one I called my forever beloved boy, my "Sunny D"
(Sunshine-y Dog ), the one who had taught me the complete delight there is to be
found in the company of male Scotties, was euthanized for advanced liver disease
and bladder cancer. I don't think a single day has passed without a tear being
shed for him. "Charlie Bear Pants" (Patrick's name for him), was euthanized two
months later for primary lung cancer. His loss was felt acutely by Patrick, who
had the kind of relationship with Charlie that I'd had with Kyle. Several months
later, we had to say good- bye to Brownie, our faithful, long-suffering red
hound; After that, we lost two of our oldest cats, Dave, age 18 (my favorite cat
of all time), and Red, a quirky and playful 15-year-old male. It was hard to let
any of them go, but watching them suffer was simply not an option. We have
always felt that euthanasia is the way of showing your protection and best
wishes for your pets. For us, walking that final leg of our journey together is
the last act of kindness.
We also had to part with adorable Amy Pie, a young Scottie we'd been
fostering owing to an illness in her family. She came to our home late on the
night of my birthday party that year. She was so utterly delightful, she seemed
like a gift sent from Heaven and Kyle. After five months in our care and her
owner's move to California, she was requested to be shipped to her new home. I
had hoped against hope that I might be able to keep "The Pie," but it was not to
be. Her destiny was to be reunited with her own young master who needed her to
aid his own healing, as only a beloved Scottie can. Despite knowing that, I was
ill-prepared for our final parting and found the experience uniquely painful.
Interspersed with these difficult losses, I was hospitalized for nearly two
weeks to treat squamous cell oral cancer. It began with a small sore that my
local oral surgeon said would be "fine." But six months later, a different
surgeon removed much of the floor of my mouth, one-third of my tongue and 28
lymph nodes in my neck. I was a nonsmoker, a vegetarian and an organic gardener,
so I was shocked with the diagnosis, not to mention the treatment. After the
surgery, I was elated to learn that I was cancer-free and to realize how richly
God had blessed me by granting me the continued ability to speak. There was no
doubt I had been healed. But coping with the physical and emotional effects was
harder than I had expected. More importantly, I knew that stress could have a
harmful effect on a person or pet's overall health and I believe I experienced
this firsthand. I could see that our household stressors affected not only our
human hearts, but those of our pets, too. Bonnie's declining health in the
months to follow became an illustration that I could not ignore.
Bonnie's Symptoms
Sometime in the summer of 2007, we noticed that Bonnie was slowly losing the
ability to hear or to see well. It was during the six-month period after we lost
most of our six pets and I'd had surgery when I noticed that she became a little
grumpy with the other dogs and was more reticent to be held. Normally, she
wanted to be near me, so when she stopped going up and down the steps with me to
my office, I attributed it to the first signs of arthritis and looked for
natural supplements as a remedy. But as time passed, she changed in other ways,
including excessive hunger, weight gain, intolerance to the slightest increase
in temperature, excessive panting and increased water intake and output. She was
also lethargic during the day, but unable to sleep well at night. She'd had an
ultrasound within the year and had a complete CBC and thyroid test, too. Her
thyroid response was in the gray zone and her alkaline phosphatase (liver)
enzyme was high. It was not as high as we'd seen in some of our other Scotties,
so we tried not to worry.
I say "tried" not to worry because I've never been satisfied with that theory
that high liver enzymes are just a Scottie thing. They've always signaled
serious illness just down the road, and once I see the levels go up, I can never
really relax and feel good about that pet's health. So, we started the natural
liver-supportive things that Scottie people do and had an ACTH test done to rule
out Cushings, which was of course my first thought. But it was negative. We'd
gone down this road with other pets, doing endless tests for Cushings that never
seemed to pan out, despite obvious symptoms. What else should we do? We kept the
house cool and tried to make her comfortable, but I grew more concerned and
found her behavior less easy to explain. There was also that matter of a
mother's intuition that told me that I needed to pay attention to what was
happening and seek answers quickly. My own health situation proved to me that
waiting to see how things turn out isn't always the best plan.
Patrick has sweetly come to trust in that intuitive part of my relationship
with our pets and agreed to doing whatever I felt was right. Now, I just had to
figure out what that might be.
We've often found ourselves with animals suffering from health issues that
don't seem to find resolution on the first, second or tenth trip to the vet or
specialist. This is no reflection on our vets; the medical problems our pets
experience are rarely simple. Their proper health care sometimes requires a bit
of detective work, a happy willingness to empty our pockets and travel to
faraway specialists. Cushings disease, cerebellar abiotrophy, soft-tissue
sarcoma, hemangiosarcoma, mammary cancer, bladder cancer, soft tissue cancer,
lung cancer, heartworm, kidney failure, heart disorders, obsessive/compulsive
disorders, collagen disorders, pancreatitis, diabetes, irritable bowel syndrome
and food allergies, oral problems, gallbladder and liver disease were just a few
of the items on the menu at the "House of Ill," (the name I mentally gave our
home). Sometimes, despite all the special advice and tests and surgeries and
hospitalizations and expensive medicines, we never found the answers we sought,
as in Kyle's IBD or Brownie's collagen disorder, but merely muddled through
these medical crises, managing each of them in turn as best we could.
Through the years of researching these problems and my own mysterious cancer,
I became interested in the immune system and trying to learn how to aid, support
or restore it. It seemed the key player in ensuring good health. I can't say I
am the smartest person in even a very small group, but I may well be the most
curious. I like to learn and discover new things, especially those that could
offer happiness and vigor to my pets. But I came to realize somewhere in my
journey of learning that not everyone shares this passion. Many people are
simply content with status quo-even as it relates to their own health
issues--and would rather keep the potentially hurtful things hidden from view.
For those people, denial is an important coping mechanism.
"It is easy to dodge our responsibilities, but we cannot dodge the
consequences of dodging our responsibilities." --Josiah Stamp
Even so, I have come to appreciate that everyone is on a different path and
learn things in their own time. I hope that in reading Bonnie's story, someone
will be inspired to start their own journey of discovery, just as I did long ago
with Babes.
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